Dear Angel Girl...

Dear Angel,

     You're a new blogger? I can't wait to see how your blog looks like! And yes you can copy my format (although if you make yours exactly like mine then I'm gonna throw a cow!). If you need any advice for decorating or posting, then don't be afraid to comment! I know Dancin4Evah (Danny), Deamy-Cloud (Dream-san) , and Jodelyn Banal (Jody) started their blogs, found mine, and asked for help. Although I prefer not to answer any other personal questions like the ones they asked me. And yes you're right, I'm also an anime girl! Have you tried reading "Kaichou wa Maid-sama!"? Misaki and Usui are too cute! And Fruits Basket! I know it sounds lame but I just love it (and still reading it)! Personally I'm rooting for Kyo and Tohru. I'm also a Vampire Knight fan. Who do you think ends up with Yuuki, Zero or Kaname? I like Zero-kun. When I saw the cover, I was rooting for Kaname. After I read the whole first volume, I'm rooting for Zero. Well I hope your blog's a success! Oh and do you know about seraphims, cherubims, and nephilims? Just asking. :D

Yours Truly,

Black Cat

Exams+Christmas(Play+Party)=Weird Combination

     Hey bloggers! As you know, I still studying for exams. Really exciting. My next exams are literature and science. Science is okay, but it's really long. Atmosphere and galaxies are a bit confusing. I'm currently reviewing with Butterfly-san. For literature I have to study the Outsiders and other stories. Easy-peezey lemon squeezy. But it's weird. Whenever I study early, I get confused and if I cram, I can answer with ease.

     BTW I still have to by a gift for Ram-kun. Boys, boys boys! They give us a hard time. Boys, boys, boys! They are so confused! Sorry I was listening to Lady GaGa's Boys, Boys, Boys while typing. Well I'd better reviewing Butterfly-san before she gets mad! Until my next post, see ya! Wish me luck on my exam! :D

Buzzing With Excitement (Literally)!

     Hey bloggers! Everyone's excited (and depressed)! The Christmas play is soon, and so is the Christmas party! The down side, it's exam week! Too... much... studying! I have a math exam tomorrow too! (*groan*) Math can drive me crazy! Pre-algebra can suck. We also practiced dancing today (which is good), but we messed up big time (which is bad). There was also a bee in our classroom. Everyone threw stuff at it! Rabbit-kun was the one who killed it. He has good aim, he just needs more force. Everyone was so wild! They were running everwhere! Classic! I wish I had my camera! And today's Cloud-sans birthday! Well I gotta go! Until my next post, see ya! :D

Christmas Cheers!

     Hey bloggers! It's almost Christmas! (*squee*) I hope there's a little Christmas romance soon! (*teehee*) What? A girl can dream right? Me and Rabbit-kun, still friends. Butterfly and Ritsu-kun, are still a bit awkward. Telling a guy you like him is definitely leaving an air of awkwardness. Love is such a mystery. I think Cloud-san (not dreamycloud) likes Ram-kun. Pity I got him, I wanted to be the Secret Santa of either Rabbit-kun, Butterfly-san, Cloud-san, or Swift-san. I need help in Christmas shopping too! I still don't know what to get for Ram-kun!  (*scream*) AAAAAHHH!!!!! Exams are coming up too! I need to study! And I also need to go to Church tomarrow too! Not to mention do my missing test and homeworks! (*sigh*) December can be hectic at some point. Well I gotta go! Until my next post, see ya! :D

This Secret Santa's a Little Grinchy

     Hey bloggers! Guess what? I forgot to tell you that we picked our Secret Santas last Wednesday! (*scream*) I wonder who got me? Is my Secret Santa a boy or girl? Who picked Rabbit-kun? No it wasn't me! Who's got Ritsu-kun? Who got Monkey-kun? Who got Dog-kun? Who got Swift-san? AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!! Too many questions! Oh yeah! I'm a boy's Secret Santa! His real name is ______, but from here on, is refered to as Ram-kun! I don't even know what to get him!  I know what to get a person if it's a girl, but if it's a guy then it's out of the question!

     Note to Self: Don't bring a mistletoe to school or risk a punishment from BFFL's. I'm serious. And here's a picture of the anime I'm watching... Kaichou wa Maid-sama!

Misaki and Usui Forever!

The Outsiders Read by an Outsider

     Hey bloggers! I've finally calmed down now! Happy Belated Thanksgiving and Black Friday! Guess why I picked this picture? Here's what happened before I posted...

     My class is reading the book called (of course) the Outsiders. It's written by S.E. Hinton and was made into a movie in the year 1983. Main character is a boy named Ponyboy Curtis. I know what you're thinking, why would I read a book that's about a boy named Ponyboy? Well guess what, it's also about high school gangs. Two in particular; the Socials (or Soc) and the Greasers (or grease). The Socs are the rich, snobby boys and girls of high society and of course enemies of Greasers. Not all of them though. The Greasers are the emotional, tough, tuff, and not as rich boys and girls of the "lower" class. Of course, Ponyboy and his brothers Darry and Sodapop (believe it), are a part of the Greasers. Whenever or where ever they meet, there's usually gonna be a fight, rumble, dirty looks, shunning, or smack talking.

     Sounds interesting yet? I hope so! It's a little mature but the book drags you in as soon as you read the first page! And no I'm not over exaggerating! And here's where the whole seventh grade comes in. Regardless of our section, A or B, we are all divided into Greasers and Socs. I'm a part of the Greasers of course, and so is Butterfly-san, Swift-san, and Sky-san. (*scream*) Even Rabbit-kun is a Greaser! Oh I almost forgot! When we finish the book, we also get to watch the movie! And our teacher said that we're gonna dress up as a Greaser or Soc (depending on which side you're on)! (*squee*) Rabbit-kun is going to look so cute as a Greaser! Of course, he still looks cute as a Soc! Which reminds me, I still have to decide on my outfit! I'll keep you posted on my progress! Until my next post, see ya! XD

Cooling Off is Easier Said Than Done

     Hey bloggers. Feeling better now. It still hurts, but not as much as before. I don't know what to do now. I don't feel like myself. What's wrong with me? My heart's filled with tears, but why can't I cry? I'm confused. And I still have to do my homework... (*sigh*) I'm moping around with a heart that's cracked and I'm thinking about homework?

     Atleast homework can distract me for a while. Math, language arts, science, and social studies. Not to mention watching anime. Maybe I'll post a picture of that anime in my next post... Here's a hint: K_____ __ M___-sama! (*smile*) I feel a little better now after posting. Now here's some random questions. Are my friends reading this? Does anyone know the real me? Does Rabbit-kun need help in his studies? Who will I get for a secret santa? Who will be my secret santa? Who invented math? Is Rabbit-kun reading this!?!? How are the lady spartans doing? Am I scared of Valentine's Day?

     Okay, why am I asking if Rabbit-kun needs help in his studies? I already know he does! I mean, I see him procrastinate in school! If he needed any help with homework or lessons, he could've asked. Or I should've offered. I also procrastinate, but I also understand our lessons! I wish I had the guts to offer to tutor him. I'm in Academic Challenge Bowl (Dancin4Evah16 knows what this is) and Advance Math, and I procrastinate. People expect me to be up with my grades. I used to, but... Oh never mind! I'm satisfied with what I have, and that's all there is to it. And that Valentine's Day question, I'll post about that later. That's all for now so until my next post (which, hopefully, is soon), see ya! :)

What They See, Is a Mirror Parallel of Me

If only it was easier to deal with my misery by myself. I deserve to suffer, but the people around me don't. Should I isolate myself from everyone one else? I guess there's something I knew but didn't want to admit to myself. I knew that I was never fully accepted. Ever since I learned too much I never was the same. It hurts, knowing that if you do something wrong the people around you have to deal with it too. I don't care if I'm the worst model for my friends, I don't care if I belong in an insane asylum, I don't care if everyone hates me, but I'm happy if all this is true. It means that their actually looking at my imperfections. It means that they're actually looking at me for who I am. More than anything, I want to be seen. What most people see is a shell, my actions, reputation, and expectations, are a part of my shell. I didn't come out of my shell yet, I'm just waiting for someone who will look inside the shell. A person who's willing to see what's inside. I wish I had someone to really talk to. I want someone to cry to, someone to depend, someone who I can trust and be honest, someone who can be honest with me. May my dead beating heart be still again.

Life Sucks

     Hey bloggers, lady spartans, and lovestruck roses! (*giggle*) Sorry, my head's way in the clouds today! I just can't, can't, can't stop thinking of Rabbit-kun!!! We get along way better now! I'm so happy that there's hardly any awkward tension between us anymore! What's strange is that he looks away every now and then... oh well! Can't be bothered about that now (although it still bothers me). There's also another thing that bothers me.

      My friends claim that Dog-kun has a crush on me. To me it's a bit hard to believe. I don't recall anyone having a crush on me before. I mean, we're good friends, but I just don't really know myself at the moment. Life sucks. Although that sentence has two meanings. One means that it can be saddening at times, another means that it rules! Vampire humor. I love vampyrs! Vampire, vampyr, dhampir, any type of vampire! Or atleast, I really like some teenage vampire novels! Well I've got to go now! See ya! :D

My One-sided Crush

     Hey bloggers! My head's in the clouds today! Today was a day too happy to believe. Well actually, a part of the day started yesterday though. I'll get to that later. Hmmm, where to start... Oh I know! This morning, I was able to finish my math homework with time to spare. It felt good to know that I can finish my homework and understand our math lesson in a while. At language class, Butterfly-san and I combined groups with Green Cub-kun, Bright Sky-san, Blue Dog-kun, and Rabbit-kun! (*squee*) I can't believe we're in the same group! We even talk more nowadays! Huge improvement! I thought I wasn't going to stand  5 feet from him without freaking out. Although when we talked, he did most of the talking. I was quiet atleast half the time. Oh yeah! Today was also the day I almost unleashed a full-on out bear hug on him. I can't help it, I've been holding on him for a while now.

     But, I'm kinda sad today. I also feel a little guilty. He's not doing so well on some of our subjects in school. I think about two or three of them. Damn it! I wish I can help him more. Oh how I long to tutor him, explain the most confusing of topics to him, and to watch him breathe a sigh of frustration... What? A girl can dream right? It hurts to know that I could've helped him before if I wasn't so scared. Atleast I'm not the only girl going through these kind of things. Name one girl (or guy) in your class who doesn't have problems. (*chuckle*) Of course, there are none. Try challenging yourself to my challenge. If only Rabbit-kun would come to me for help sometime. Whenever I see him, I feel the blood rush to my cheeks, my hearting beating against my ribs, and the curiousity I've felt since first laid eyes on him. Wish me luck on my one-sided romance! I wish this for you too! So until my next post, see ya! :D

To Dancin4Evah and ^____^lufyy

Dear Danny and Lufyy,

     I've read your comments and I think I'm prepared to answer your questions. All I'm saying is that I live on a nice, warm (but nowadays rainy) island of Guam. In my first post on this blog, I admitted that I'm in my second year in middle school (a.k.a. seventh grade). I'm sorry, I'm not going to say what school I go to. In fact, I might be from another school on Guam than you guys so you'd better watch out! I just hope you two create a blog of your own. Wouldn't that be cool? If you do, I can't wait to see what you guys post! Here's some tips if you are gonna post. First click the word "Design". Next, click "Add Gadget" if you want to add widgets (like my li'l fishies). Try to make your blog cute but awesome. If you wanna change the look of your blog go to template designer. If you need anymore help, don't be afraid to ask (or comment). I'm so glad you guys commented! You two are the first ones! Although, according to my stats, I got two views from the states... (*shrug*) Well life is life right? What will be, will be. Until next time, see ya! :D

Lovesickness

     Hey bloggers! Feeling very thoughtful today. It started very bad though. My sister was sick, I woke up late, hurried eating breakfast, and fixed my stuff for school with just enough time to make it there. What followed became better. I chatted with Butterfly-san, freaked out Ritsu-kun, and I guess I'm forgiven by Rabbit-kun. Pity though, I can't think of anything else for long when I think of him. He's the only one I can't stand. What's wrong with me? When I first met him, he sparked my curiousity. As I got to know him better, I really enjoyed being next to him. By the end of second quarter, I just noticed how much my heart beats when I think of him, it beats even more when I'm next to him. And then the next year I don't know my feelings anymore. My mind drifts from any random subject to him. I longed to teach him what he didn't know. And now, I accept the fact that I like him. Although there's one thing I don't get. Why is it that he makes me mad the most? No one else infuriates me more (but I didn't say that I disliked fighting with him!). I guess I'd better go for today so see ya! :D

Human Rights

     Hey bloggers! Here this Sunday to talk  about Human Rights! Okay I know I sound like a newbie teacher giving a lecture, but just keep on reading 'kay? My social studies teacher gave us an assignment to check a website called http://www.youthforhumanrights.org/ and write an essay about it. I didn't know what spcifically to write about but I chose the human rights. Just click "What Are Human Rights?" on the homepage and then click The Background of Human Rights. It'll show the first fifteen human rights. There are thirty in all.

     My personal favorites are 12, 19, and 20. I recommend you to watch all the videos. Very moving ,occassionally funny, etc. I won't say anything else about each video. If you want, you can spread the word to your friends and classmates. All I'm saying is that a lot of people would really appreciate it if you look at the website. 100% guaranteed that I would. If your classmates say that you're a teacher's pet, then tell them that there's a girl that's even more of a teacher's pet that you are okay? I don't mind admitting that fact that I'm a teacher's pet (disregarding the girl and cat in the picture).

     Aaaaaaahhh, listening to Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield while typing. Very inspirational. Oh yeah I almost forgot! Me and Rabbit-kun are getting along better now! He talks a bit more normally to me nowadays. And no I did not call him (or vice-versa) to all those who assumed that he gave me his number. I'm just glad we're getting back to being old friends again. I hope... aaaaww never mind. (*blush*) Until my next post, see ya! :)

Black Cat-san, That's Me!

     'Sup bloggers! Wondered why I like being called Black Cat-san? Like in one of my previous posts, I'm full of contradictions. Some people believe that black cats are bad luck that's why. I on the otherhand, get good luck when I cross its path. Plus, I love its dark silhouette against the sunset sky! And, sometimes I feel that black cats and I are the same. We're somewhat loners, but we're actually great friends when you bypass the loner attitude and other characteristics I have that freak people out! XD

     Let me guess, if I like the color black then why make my blog purple? Well that's because purple looks cuter! I really love cute things! That's one of the few girly things I'm proud to admit to the world! Although I have to say that black and red clothes suit me better (but I didn't say that I didn't like them)! Next, why does the url say http://www.bluegirlwrites.blogspot.com/? Don't click the link, I'm only explaining. The reason I close blue is because I'm often sad. I also chose it because it sounds right.

     I can't believe U.N. Day is already next week! So excited! And Halloween can't be farther behind! I also have to finish my poem poster! It's due two days before U.N. Day! ;) I can't wait to see what costume Rabbit-kun will wear to U.N. Day in school! I'm sure he'll look so kawaii ("cute" in Japanese)! Until my next post, see ya! :D

Homework, Homework, and Silence

 

    Hey everyone! Not much to post today (again). U.N. Day is 8 days away and Halloween is 18 days away. I got quite a handful of homework today. Math and science would be a pain if not handled immediately. I also have to turn in my poem for language arts soon. Sadly, there's not much time for reading today. I just started reading Linger, written by Maggie Stiefvater. Diggin' it so far! Grace + Sam 4EVAH!!!!! I also have to get my costume ready for U.N. Day. I can't decide, should I do Japan or Greece? I would love to where a yukata to school, but I would also like to armor. Who know's, maybe I'll do a different country altogether! What do you think? Even if you read this after U.N. Day has passed, I would definitely like to know your opinion. I might even use your opinions in the novel I'm writing. In fact, I might put you in the dedication page if it ever gets published. Remember, I'm only in my second year in middle school so I can't make any promises that it'll be published soon. Just keep a lookout for it for the next couple of decades okay? Well I'd better go before I'll make you bored with my somewhat random posts. Until my next post, see ya! XD

The Good, The Bad, and The Utterly Annoying

      Hey bloggers! Feeling excited today! We got two holidays in my school this month! One is United Nations Day (only 9 days away) and the other is (my personal fave and 19 days away) Halloween! Costumes, candy, and fake blood coming soon! Now setting that aside, today's current events. Not much happened today though. My friend Orange Monkey-kun kept talking at science, Pink Butterfly-san was shot by one of Eros' arrows (look up the name Eros if you don't know), Blue Bird-kun practiced his aim today (he's good but still needs practice), and Rabbit-kun looked like he was avoiding me today. I wonder what's his problem. I know he knows that I like him, but he never really showed much reaction to the fact. Could it be that he thinks I'm stalking him? It's utterly annoying when he doesn't confront me. Butterfly-san said that he didn't want to hurt me when he first found out about my crush. I think otherwise.

     If he didn't want to hurt me, he should have told me sooner so that I can get over him! I was already used to pain. Now that time has passed and it's already hard to take back my heart from him. (*chuckle*) He doesn't even know that his hesitation results to him hurting even more. Even if we are in the same class now (which we are), he's usually away from me. Just seeing him avoid me is like a stab in my chest. That idiot, the idiot that I can't bring my self to get away from, the idiot who annoys me whenever I talk to him, that same idiot that I've liked for how long already, unknowingly kills me. Not kill literally, just making my life even more painful. I'm gonna log off before I get you down. So until next time, farewell! Wish me luck in my hopeless romance! ;)

Just Starting

    Hey everyone! I'm Black Cat! You can call me Black Cat-san, Kitty, or Black-san. Since this is my first post, I'm going to fill in the basic info. You know that picture next to this? Everytime I'll post something, I'll put a picture relating to my mood. The notebook is the blog and the girl is me. I'm really happy that I have somewhere to express my feelings, somewhere my parents don't know how to find. ;)

    I just created this blog to say (or rather type) the words I lock away in my heart. I also want to post happy memories, funny events, romantic daydreams (*blush*), scary occurences, and sad happenings just for the heck of it. I just hope that you would comment on this and on my next posts. It makes me happy that there's someone listening to me. It makes me even more happy if you can tell me anything. Not any personal info of course, but just your problems, happiest and saddest memories, dreams, anything you feel that you want to tell someone. Of course, I'll be quiet about it, girl's honor. I'll only tell if you want me to. Now what else am I forgetting...

     Oh right, me. I'm a second year in middle school. My hobbies are photography, blogging, and reading manga. I occassionally draw if words don't come to me. My favourite genre is romance (a.k.a. shoujo for manga) Although I'm chatty with a friend, I'm pretty shy in general. I'm also full of contradictions (most of which you'll learn on my future posts). In case you can't already tell, I'm lovesick. I have a crush on _______, but I'll call him Brown Rabbit (Rabbit-kun) on my blog from here on. So far we're just friends, which means that my feelings are one-sided. I'll post stuff later. Until then, see ya! :D