Hey bloggers! My head's in the clouds today! Today was a day too happy to believe. Well actually, a part of the day started yesterday though. I'll get to that later. Hmmm, where to start... Oh I know! This morning, I was able to finish my math homework with time to spare. It felt good to know that I can finish my homework and understand our math lesson in a while. At language class, Butterfly-san and I combined groups with Green Cub-kun, Bright Sky-san, Blue Dog-kun, and Rabbit-kun! (*squee*) I can't believe we're in the same group! We even talk more nowadays! Huge improvement! I thought I wasn't going to stand 5 feet from him without freaking out. Although when we talked, he did most of the talking. I was quiet atleast half the time. Oh yeah! Today was also the day I almost unleashed a full-on out bear hug on him. I can't help it, I've been holding on him for a while now.
But, I'm kinda sad today. I also feel a little guilty. He's not doing so well on some of our subjects in school. I think about two or three of them. Damn it! I wish I can help him more. Oh how I long to tutor him, explain the most confusing of topics to him, and to watch him breathe a sigh of frustration... What? A girl can dream right? It hurts to know that I could've helped him before if I wasn't so scared. Atleast I'm not the only girl going through these kind of things. Name one girl (or guy) in your class who doesn't have problems. (*chuckle*) Of course, there are none. Try challenging yourself to my challenge. If only Rabbit-kun would come to me for help sometime. Whenever I see him, I feel the blood rush to my cheeks, my hearting beating against my ribs, and the curiousity I've felt since first laid eyes on him. Wish me luck on my one-sided romance! I wish this for you too! So until my next post, see ya! :D
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